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having fun Jun 8, 2009 11:39:00 AM

Is it fun? no. Is it happy? no. I went to KL last saturday and its bored. Thruthfully, I think its better stay at home than went to KL because I got nothing there. No new experience. No shopping. No new things. No pictures captured. Thats my summary of my holidays. Honestly, its the most bored holidays I ever got! I watched cekerama last saturday night and its open my mind to be more hardworking in the future. My dreams going to Korea will come true if I study hard and get good result in my SPM. Thats it. No more, no less. I just need to study. So, I will say this..

OFFICIALLY ON FULL HIATUS TILL THE LAST DAY OF SPM.

saranghaeyo~

i need it Jun 1, 2009 11:46:00 AM

I need rest.

I shall stop playing net. I shall stop. I shall stop before my parents got caught me soon. But, i dont know how! Its addicted, for sure. I shall revise for exams that coming. My SPM trial is on september and SPM is on november till december. Thats not gonna be a long time, but its short. But im still infront of my computer playing net while I actually should revise now. Arghhh, forgive me mom, dad. Im such a bad daughter. I will stop now. Wish me luck.

& i dream of him last night!
its awesome :)

such love 1:44:00 AM

I give away my heart right now

Gosh, broken moments again. I need to let him away since my friend like him so muchhh. Its okey. I knew its gonna be hurt, but I really need to do it cause I know friendship is much more important than love. Friends will be beside us when we really need them, but him.. gonna make we hurt more in future. Just forget about him, fika.

& I know its really hurt.

how geeky i am May 24, 2009 10:31:00 AM

I never knew this love gonna be this hurt

Somehow the smile on the balloon seems fake. I dont know why Im posting that picture. just feel like want to post it cause i love balloons and its smilling! its force me to smile although i dont really have mood to do it now. i need someone to cheer me up right now. now! haha. just kidding.. well, im not feeling happy today because i will return back to hostel this evening. awwwww, thats sucks ya know. really sucks! I still want to spend my day at home infront of my computer. I still want to update my blog, read latest news about super junior, etc. So today im gonna meet him! not so happy but for sure.. still feel at least 10% of happiness. I just hope that nothing gonna make my heart change towards him. I just want to see his face and hear his voice. Thats already make my life complete.

Goodbye, fairytale.

loveless May 23, 2009 10:49:00 PM

I really miss this guy,
everyday, everytime, endless love.

Today finish just like that. Nothings wonderful happen to me today. I woke up around 10.50 am and got my breakfast. My mom mad at me for woke up late. haha. only these 3 days I can woke up late since my days at hostel always had to force me wake up early. thats sucks. when all this gonna stop from disturbing my life? I miss my old days when I woke up late and no one gonna mad at me. Just because this year is my last year at school and its SPM year, so I had to bear with it. I really have to be patient cause this year will be the year that will make my life soon become difficult or easy. I only hope that my parents will not get angry if they know my first test result. goshhhhh, its really bad. Im gonna be in trouble if they got to know about it.

I really miss him.. I miss his voice, his smile, his eyes, his weird expression, his cute personality. awwwww, i miss everythings about him! Gonna meet him tomorrow, but I dont know why.. I dont have any courage to tell him my truth feelings cause I know he will never accept it cause between us there's only one word, friends. IMY <3

its you May 22, 2009 11:34:00 PM

They're back with more songs! the latest one was its you. just listen to it just now and its kinda sound okey for me for the first time. dont really like it yet. but im sure for the time being im gonna addict to that catchy song cause the chorus was sung by siwon. haha. miss him. he's change his hairstyle again for this repackaged album! thats what i want to see about him.

hate, hate, hate.
The mid-term exam finish! its takes about 3 weeks for me to sit up for the mid-term. the questions on every subject was tough but somehow I can still answer some of the papers especially on Bahasa Melayu and English cause I like both of it. haha. yesterday just got paper BM, and i got A2! not really excited cause i aim for A1 for that paper. but still.. i like the result. I was really tension during the chemistry paper.. no I dont want to cry again *my eyes start to teary* awwwww, its really hurt me. my warden pinch me, that chemist teacher scold me, grrrrr, fuck. I hate it. hate, hate, hate. never say something bad about me before u know the truth. gossshhhh, wtf. I hate my warden. I try so hard to forget every single things that she did on me, but I cant. my heart has faded away completely on her. damnnnnnn. why must she be my warden? stoooooooo-p-id!

But I almost forget everything today cause Im returning home today! and now.. im infront of my computer, trying so hard to make myself happy. I want to forget everything about last weeks incident, but still.. I cant forget my feelings that already grow towards him. I know I cant like him or even love him. He's too good for me. He got voice. He got looks. He got fans. Me? nothing. I just wish too see him smile everyday to me. thats already satisfied me enough. thanks for being my wonderful leader, dear.

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